Sorry to hear you are leaving, But what I think is... You took it too personal, Probably you were banned on purpose or you were not. Because of that, the admin had the will to come post to unban you, and so you were right away. I don't know how any OBC has it against you since you joined KsE, may be they did changed towards you, may be they didn't.

 

If you keep thinking about what people think of you, you are not getting anywhere. If there is an admin abussing powers, feeling King or Queen of the world, like Phoenix said, You try to solve it face-to-face, and if that doesn't work, then bring it up to the forum and we'll work something out.

 

Sometimes, You feel of doing something because you are scared you may get laughed at, but who cares what other people think. As long as you are enjoying what you are doing. wtf do they care. That is in real life also.

If you are going to do something, you do it.. As long as you know you are going to be the best at it, or give your best shot and the very last breath you have. No matter what.

 

But w/e. Good luck.